'So?' Hyunsik asks calmly, though a small part of him shakes with unrestrained rage, 'What do you want me to say?'

When he finally confronts Hyunsik about it, he doesn't get the answer he wants. It worries all of them, because he normally wouldn't take this sitting down, but it especially worms an uneasiness into the heart of one Lee Minhyuk the most. Which is why it's surprising when, during their comeback season, he gets only 2 lines in the entire song but doesn't protest it. It's not like it matters what he thinks, anyway-he's the visual for a reason, after all.Р”В«ut Hyunsik has always fought for what he's thought right. He doesn't know what he's done wrong, but if Ilhoon of all people, starts ignoring him, he's probably deserved it. Hyunsik does too, with Eunkwang trying multiple times to get him to let it out, but that's the thing: he has nothing to say.

Hyunsik thinks he's supposed to feel outraged, perhaps, but there's this strange sense of calm fluttering through him he's happy Ilhoon has someone to depend on. Ilhoon is strong, and he has Sungjae who's always willing to back him up. The rest of the members know as well, of course they do, but it's not like they could actually do anything about it. He doesn't feel like smiling anymore, not when he sees the traces of the rapper left so carelessly behind, not when he doesn't know what he's done to deserve such a treatment. He only wants to make Ilhoon happy.Р”В®xcept, when the boy starts growing distant from him, detached, it becomes difficult to remember that. He'd never admit it, but the rapper, for some strange, unfathomable reason, practically lives for Hyunsik's smile, so even when he's not feeling it, he forces his lips upward.

The only thing that keeps him going is Ilhoon. It's scary, terrifying, even, but it's okay. There's something that sits uncomfortably in his chest, returning in pangs, that leaves him gasping on the floor for breath, curled into a tight ball. Oh lordYoung and confusedWith nothin to loseBut somethin` to proveMy hunger my viewsI use them as toolsTo refuse for the sake of rebellin`Breakin the rules and yellin`Tellin them to come and walk in my shoeCome and try itBe defiant, we pump the heart of a lionSee if you like itYou livin yo life culturally biasCause the ghettos got a bad repAnd we got a bad rapSo we get a half step in the door, get the last laugh, hah,No future no past we live for the right nowWant us to pipe down,But this is what life sound like when thugs cryAnd i seen love dieAnd i`ve seen the hater bornAnd pawn as they take on formAs they take onThe world is placed on our shoulderBut socially they never know whats upThey approach us with they pre-concieved notionsAt least thats what the homies told meThe celebration, the movementMan we young and confusedBut to ambitius to lose itYou see we loving lifeSince we was just crittersThey said that we`d be go gettasThis is the movementLike the war thingI don`t know what yall seenBut my generation is gettin caught in the cross beamsNo preparation, medication, and vacinesNo reparation for the children who ask thingsBut get no answers,They just say pull your pants upThey don`t understand us But still repremand usDemand us to like this and that and that and thisAnd it has us pissed and after thisI`ll probably be banded But i gotta take a standCause you see what happened when eminem ignored stanHe just lost it be cautiousSee we all targetsMy thoughts are sparaticI feel so asthmaticOut of breathSick of talkinSo we takin actionAgainst a democracyFull of hipocracyI know its more than meAnd my hip hop eyes that seeThats what the homie said to me In the world that has so much goin` onCould leave you paranoidLike now theres poppin noisePlease dont just think its project boysWhether your urban life or your suburban nightsIt doesnt matterWhat matters is if your swurvin rightDont get it twisteda lot happens in suburban life?Cause dead is deadWhether in your room or a club at nightBut the lords been shinin` on yaHe said im there to calm yaHe said 'i`ll be back'The words like sara connersShe said we sleepin on herWake up and leanin on herWe terminated for playinTerminator by your honorWe dont wanna dieWe just wanna flyEver felt like you just wanna get away man.It`s the movement.I don`t think yall heard me, it`s the movement man.He's successful, but to say he's happy would be a bit of a stretch.

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